Sep 18, 2008

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i feel happy and satisfied and content but at the same time so so so worried
i say it won't happen to me but LOL i'm pretty sure that's what everyone with this problem says isn't it???


my mom blamed herself for it the other day and i felt bad. i wanted to hug her and tell her no, it's not her fault but i couldn't because we were driving. and it's really not her fault either! i wouldn't have been lying.
so i told her it wasn't her fault but i didn't hug her. and i'm hoping she really believes me because it's the truth.

tomorrow is our school's first home football game and a "kickoff dance" and i think i'll go at least to the game.



and PS i'm not on drugs if that's what you think my *problemo* is okay i promise