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my mom is worried about me and she says i look "drawn" whatever she means by that.....

i don't know it could be lack of sleep or it could be something else

i don't want her to worry, i really don't. she doesn't deserve that she's an amazing person honestly. i feel awful for putting her through the things i've put her through!




do you have enough clues by now?

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