it's hard to explain hopelessness but it's the most real thing in my life right now?
i'm trying so hard to hold out anyways ugh if i hurt myself i know it would tear my parents up inside andddddd i can't do that to such selfless people. it makes me sick to think of putting them through that
why must i have empathy! i'm like one big bubble of inner conflict....... how prototypical teenager.
do i disgust you too or is it just me????
- ► 2009 (112)