Nov 6, 2008

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it's hard to explain hopelessness but it's the most real thing in my life right now?

i'm trying so hard to hold out anyways ugh if i hurt myself i know it would tear my parents up inside andddddd i can't do that to such selfless people. it makes me sick to think of putting them through that





why must i have empathy! i'm like one big bubble of inner conflict....... how prototypical teenager.

do i disgust you too or is it just me????