099

goodbye to sleep,
i think this staying up is exactly what i need
take apart your head
take apart the counting and the flock it has bred

take me, take me back to your bed
i love you so much that it hurts my head
i don't mind you under my skin,
i'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in


feel like i'm gonna throw up here's a picture from freshman year:
lunch used to be really entertaining, when he wasn't jumping off walls this kid was generally causing a riot, one of my best friends but he disappeared byeeee :(
starting now i'm going to live like i've kept all my secrets, this is dangerous for me but i need to be let go

Popular posts from this blog

155 i want to know what you think

Image
about anything, about everything and hey i promise you don't have to worry about me judging you have you seen some of the crazy shit i've written in here, i have no room to judge honestly i'm scared to enable comments because i'm afraid nobody will leave any but i just really want to hear what other people have to say
Read more

214 step out the front door like a ghost

Image
into the fog where no one notices the contrast of white on white ugh, this fucking headache. and i am disgusted with myself again. everything hurts i'm bleeding out the brain i'm pretty sure and it's not even late but i'm about to turn out the hotel light and sleep in my jeans. hair falling in my eyes forget i'm breathing i can feel my bones grinding and i just want to go home right now, i just want to go home she says, "shh, i know, i know it's only in my head" but the girl on the car in the parking lot says "man, you should try to take a shot can't you see my walls are crumbling?" then she looks up at the building, says "i'm thinking of jumping," she says, "i'm sick and tired of life" everybody's tired of something when did this happen and why does that inevitable ghost always seep into my skin and freeze my bones when the sun has just begun to warm me again
Read more