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holy shit you guys i haven't updated this thing since june. i wouldn't know what to say if i tried. um here goes

i guess things are going well, i finally transferred schools and i'm taking classes at asu which is like woo america's #1 party school which if you know me is hilarious because i'm not that person. i'm that person who lays outside on the benches between classes and reads instead of giving head in the bathroom outside lecture hall. idk i'm boring that way

the weather is so perfect i think i could marry it. but then we'd get divorced because in the summer i will start to hate it, but then we would get back together again in the fall, and it would just be an endless cycle. kind of like a real relationship whoa hey

i am restless as fuck man, and i cried last night for the first time in a long time, but i couldn't cry all the way like i needed to. ughsaldfjsafa hey if you still read this anybody i fuckin love you

do you ever feel like this? you know that song that goes "i'll be watchin you?" which is creepy? i feel like i'm in that song a lot of the time. i don't know who you are but i know you're watching and i think you need to watch your own damn life because mine will letcha down okay