227 nightmare pills
i fucked up my meds today,
my puppy is sleeeeeeepin. her name is bubbles look at how cute she is:
pound puppy we rescued her on 12/23/09. and she is the cutest thing ever. i snuggle with her at night because she's warm and soft and she likes to snuggle. okay that is all
:(((((((
stilllll struggling with body image shit. well not even body image so much as just this sick gross feeling i get after i've eaten and i'm full. guilt manifests itself into physical discomfort after so long, sometimes after i eat i feel like i should cry which is dumb. i haven't been restricting and i haven't purged in over 8 months but the other day i almost did. i'm always going to be in recovery, you know? it's never just gonna be gone. that's alright though i mean you get used to it and it's a lot brighter than it used to be in my head.
so tired but i can't sleep. ignoring text messages. probably going to cut up a magazine and make something. i need to start reading again, and making things. my horse's hoof was bleeding tonight, :( sigh.
my puppy is sleeeeeeepin. her name is bubbles look at how cute she is:
pound puppy we rescued her on 12/23/09. and she is the cutest thing ever. i snuggle with her at night because she's warm and soft and she likes to snuggle. okay that is all
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i accidentally took my sleeping pill at noon when i was going to take another pill. sooo i ended up sleeping ALL DAY and then i was like well, wtf how am i going to sleep tonight.