i have lots of "i've never"s. tell me which ones surprise you i've never smoked or gotten high. or been drunk (hey shh this is sort of embarrassing for me but i guess i have my whole life to experience the world of intoxicated word-slurring and drunken phone calls) i've never had sex (why is this so unbelievable! this is true i don't care WHAT YOU SAY) i've never not worried what people thought of me. i've never felt beautiful for more than a day. i've never been able to see beautiful people without feeling ashamed for not measuring up. i've never liked anything i've written or created for more than an hour after writing/creating it. well, i have more but i'm really tired and don't feel like thinking of more. plus my mind is race race racing and i'm digging myself into a shame hole because my boss yelled at me and two coworkers tonight and i can't stop replaying it in my head. i am a ridiculously sensitive human being, i wil...
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