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UGH


i need to go to bed so i won't do something stupid
i don't want to be home anymore, i don't want to be home anymore, i don't want to be home anymore


My beloved monster and me
We go everywhere together
Wearing a raincoat that has four sleeves
Gets us through all kinds of weather

She will always be the only thing
That comes between me and the awful sting
That comes from living in a world that's so damn mean


but hey since i've been back a couple of good things have happened (you don't understand how hard it is for me to admit that)

uuum before i type more i have to go take something to knock me out or i'll be up all night ruining my life okay bye maybe i'll be back tomorrow

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